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EJ posts on 7/9/2014 8:15:03 PM
I have borderline personality disorder that's being left untreated because I can't afford professional help. I feel low and empty, I can't focus on anything. I keep having delusions of abandonment and I feel like this sadness has gotten into my bones. Like on a hot summers night and you can sleep, you'd do anything to cool down but all you can feel is the sweat clinging to your skin and itching, it's not going away. It won't leave you alone. That's what it's like, this sadness is eating away at me and I can't make peace with it. I think my BPD may actually kill me.
Anonymous posts on 7/1/2014 7:37:21 PM
When I was young, I carried a Japanese style manriki-gusari around; about 30 inches long with a 3 inch connecting bolt on either end. Very very quick, and would leave a similar sized depression in someone’s skull. Hard to control, especially at speed, but if you should lose it and your enemy pick it up, you could laugh as he beat himself up with it. Could be made for about three dollars, so discarding one at need would not be a heartbreaker. Silent except for the *thump.* Impossible to see in the dark, and your attacker is hit at a range he believes is safe. I disguised mine as a key fob, with my key chain at one end, a police captain of my acquaintance told me it was perfectly legal until the moment I hit someone with it.
Peetar Kumar posts on 7/1/2014 4:21:58 PM
Everyone is talking about having sex in an underdeveloped twelve year old's RECTUM.
Why twould you need a condom on an underdeveloped 12yo girl?
She probably has no period and no hair on her preteen pussy. So you can't get her pregnant.
She does not have a drivers license so its harder for her to drive around and catch STDs.
You can put it in her puss, or jam it up her poo, its a 12yo butthole, its completely up to you!
Keith posts on 7/1/2014 1:15:35 AM
I sometimes wonder why I didn't kiss you when we climbed that tree in high school. I will forever regret not being brave enough to show you how I felt. I am glad you are happy.
Tinman posts on 6/17/2014 12:47:29 AM
What new torture is this? A post surgical wound that is itching in places I can't scratch while also throbbing with pain. No sleep tonight...
M Y posts on 5/24/2014 10:21:31 AM
I would run until I found myself in your arms again and do everything to show you that I am THE one for you, forever.
hbear posts on 5/22/2014 7:46:31 PM
It has been two years and I am more in love with you now than I have ever been. Long distance relationships are hard but we have made it last this long and we will make it last the rest of our lives.
libra posts on 5/17/2014 9:41:52 AM
Just wanted to put it out there in the universe. I love you. Hope you feel it too. Think of me...
J posts on 4/23/2014 7:02:35 PM
Doing good adds meaning to life.
Bri posts on 4/18/2014 8:29:07 PM
You know how everyone has that one person that they rely on? The one person you tell everything to, that you trust the most, that you know will always be there? Yeah, I wish I Had that. I wish someone would get really excited to see me, and hug me when they greet me. I wish I had someone that would hear me when I'm quiet, and worry about what's making me act like that. I wish I had someone who I know cares about me, and likes to spend time with me. Just one person. And I'm not just talking about a boyfriend or anything romantic, they could be just a friend. I just really wish I had someone like that. Because then maybe I wouldn't feel so alone all of the time.
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