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deargarçonjaune posts on 1/29/2015 9:57:56 PM
We used to walk down that road together. I remember the last time I traveled there -- you had told me the week before that you wouldn't be there anymore, but part of me didn't want to believe it. I waited for fifteen minutes standing by the chain-link fence watching other people approach from the bottom of the hill. None of them was you.
So I set off. The snow was seeping into my shoes but it didn't register. I sang songs we both liked while I walked. I looked back with every step ... maybe you were following me, to surprise me? Maybe you would still be there. I realized I wanted you to be. I saw that I loved you, but it was too late. And maybe one day you'll know it too, and tap on my shoulder and smile with your eyes and tell me we will make up for the lost tkne. I don't want to stop waiting, but the wishing hurts.
I miss you. Every day.
anon posts on 1/8/2015 1:57:51 AM
im not sure why i am at this website, i just need to share this with someone. i am currently 15 years old and in the summer of 2013 i got drunk and hooked up with a guy that i knew nothing at all about. with my luck i got pregnant and found out 5 weeks after the hookup. since i was only 13 i was very scared and i talked to one of my sisters and a couple of my friends about it and i decided that because of my home situation, and an eating disorder i was struggling with at the time, an abortion would be the best decision for me. i got it done and for a while i felt okay but then i keep wishing i had kept the baby. the baby would have been due in february of 2014 and its due date was february 12th. that week i got so depressed that i tried to commit scuicide. now it is nearly a year later and what would be my baby's first birthday is about a month away. whenever anyone has babies in my family or someone mentions babies and even in my childcare class, i tear up. i just needed to say something because nobody very close to me knows, i told my sister who is away at college and a few long distance trusted friends. the guilt keeps getting worse and worse and there is nothing i can do about it.
Tweety posts on 12/20/2014 4:04:09 PM
Almost 19 years...we both know that this will be forever, no matter the circumstances. Maybe we need to wait in order to protect our childs during their growth, but at the end, we'll ended together, as it should be since the beginning. We're placing our childs first and making a "hold" in our plans. We need to do it, but if we waited 19 years, we can wait some more and ended up our lives like the UP Movie couple. You're my Greatest Love and you know it!!!! My Heart is Yours!!!!
Oceans apart posts on 12/11/2014 4:20:24 PM
I am not sure what to say to you some days.I have tried again to text you but nothing seems to work and I am having trouble finding calling cards.Can't you e-mail anymore?It would make things much easier to get in touch.I would like to hear about this dream you had.
3000 miles away posts on 12/9/2014 7:31:13 PM
Last year on April Fool's the first thing my my then boyfriend told me was "Love you". It was just a coincidence that it was April Fool's, but I'd give anything to hear him tell me he loves me again - even if it was a joke.
Me posts on 12/8/2014 5:35:37 PM
It's Christmas time and I have been thinking about you.The season always brings thoughts of sharing and us,the way we were.I got your text recently and responded twice,but I never heard back from you.I do wonder about you and how you are often.The dream you had must have unsettled you,to have texted me about it.
I hope everything was alright and that you were just dreaming.Listening lately to the music playing on the radio has me thinking of you once again,it seems like I can't listen to Rascal Flats and not think of you.I hope you have the same problem,I really do.
Anyway,I just wanted to say hello somehow,since this seems to be the only way that might work.Have a great holiday season and be well.Me.
Anonymous posts on 12/2/2014 8:40:10 PM
Im now 18 years old. Im sitting in my dorm room of my freshman year in college surrounded by the people that im supposed to have friendships with for the rest of my life. this is where people meet the one they spend the rest of their life with. everyone is getting their life together and meeting new people, but im just sitting here missing a girl who lives half way across the country that i havent talked to since i was 15...
MY Mantra of Hope posts on 11/30/2014 7:16:27 AM
I'm never going to stop loving you. I couldn't if I wanted to. The only thing that is keeping me strong right now is the hope that one day I will see you again and maybe things will be like they once were. I'm not moving on. I can't and I don't want to. I still want everything I told you. I will never give up on you, on us. There hasn't been a second that has passed that I haven't thought about you. I will wait for the rest of my life if I have to, but it's you I want. I don't really know why, but I feel like I need to say this. I just have to say there is never going to be anyone else and that you are it. I love you.
Not you posts on 11/24/2014 3:44:38 PM
I want to erase my own memory
1%of,the99%. posts on 10/29/2014 2:10:22 PM
Ebloa is a serious thing, but not for the reason FOX news makes it out to be. its a form of distraction, they're are very few actual disclossed casses. mutiple occasions of hoax "ebola" patients being publicly transported to locations. They want you to see them being transported. The big question is what exactly are they attempting to distract you from? The growing Isis problem that so seemlessly was forgotten upon the talk of ebola. Nwo was supposed to be taken in 2015, Who's to say this isnt just step 1: distraction
step 2: populaztion Control
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