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sarah posts on 4/18/2015 12:40:52 AM
We are everywhere and nowhere all at once,
all of us waiting for each other
When will we come around?
When will we see all we’re meant to be?
What life’s really about,
its meaning staring us in the face the whole time
When will we know our collective potential?
the power we have as one
The day we find that out
is the day this world changes forever
Mass evolution as we all aspire to simply live
and preserve the ground that hold us all
Faith posts on 4/15/2015 10:36:53 AM
I believe in our love even though you dont..I HAVE FAITH IN GOD!!!! AND I HAVE FAITH IN US!! I LOVE YOU! I MISS YOU! AND I LONG TO BE IN YOUR LOVING ARMS! I LOVE YOU MY LOVE,ALWAYS HAVE ALWAYS WILL.. UP TO YOU TO DECIDE IF YOU WANT ME IN YOUR LIFE OR NOT.. YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME! GOD BLESS YOU ALWAYS. ME.
spring.... posts on 4/12/2015 6:11:47 PM
Spring is a time of fresh starts and new beginnings. I thought this year would be different, you would be in my life once again, with us hopefully working towards a future. But that won't be the case. I'm tired of feeling as if you dont love me, as if I'm not important to you, of feeling as though you don't miss me, as though you don't want me in your life, you not wantingtosee ottalk to me. Your words just don't match your actions. Maybe just too much has happened. Maybe you just don't want me, us. For the first time ever, I feel hopeless. And that is a feeling I don't like. I'm prepared to go on with my life, alone. I lived without you before and I can do it again.
meyo posts on 4/10/2015 6:08:26 PM
i was kidnapped when i was a kid for about a week and a half, and i don't remember anything (smthng called dissociative amnesia). it took the subject randomly coming up in conversation -12 yrs after it happened- with my mom for me to even be aware that it did. i never went to therapy and shortly after this happened another life-changing event happened in my life so i don't think i ever had the time to really process things. i realized a few months ago i've always struggled with dissociation, anxiety and some depression. I'm feeling better, mostly by becoming aware of my symptoms, but i've never been to a therapist. i want to see one and are privileged enough to have insurance to afford it, but somehow even gathering the willpower to do so is difficult. it's taken me four months to just make a few phone calls to therapists, but they've either told me they can't take my insurance or don't pick up at all. But I will keep trying.....
even writing this made me dizzy
seekingafreshstart posts on 4/10/2015 5:54:28 AM
I am filing for bankruptcy today. I should feel the sense of relief all of the experts describe --no more garnishing my wages; no more harassing letters; no more letting my phone go to VM to dodge creditors. But all I feel is embarrassment. I got in this situation due to untreated mental illness and the stress made me worse. Now, I can focus on my health and happiness so why don't I feel the fresh start has started?
nobody Special posts on 4/9/2015 6:31:50 PM
Sometimes I cry, and just watch the ways the lights swirl and bend around the tear disturbing my sight. I don't want to be sad, but I don't know how to get over it. I want to be loved, but I only have acquaintances, even amongst my family members.
Justaperson posts on 3/6/2015 6:06:48 PM
This is a pathetic first world problem that is absolutely ridiculous.
For months I have been looking for a dog.
And it really is for a pathetic reason.
I have no friends.
Yep. No friends.
And then yesterday I found the perfect companion. Perfect. And I really thought it would work out. I thought my husband and I could afford it, I thought our landlord would let us have a dog on the property. And then-- then the landlord (also, my husband's mother) changes her mind about the ability to have dogs here. Our upstairs neighbors had a dog-- but now we can't.
I am lonely.
I am a loser.
I have no friends.
All I want to do is throw things and break free of just being stupid.
I feel like a loser.
I am pathetic.
I know it's just a dog, but I really thought I'd have a purpose and a friend.
Someone to work out with, someone to love (other than my husband), something to love me.
Sorry for a stupid first world dumb post.
Nobody wants to hear my problems, nobody cares. But I suppose that's why there are anonymous posts.
Have a good day.
Orange kbear posts on 2/25/2015 9:52:50 AM
I almost died in a freak accident this week, and after it was over, do you know my very first thought? I said to myself "I wouldn't have gotten to tell her 'I love you' for the last time." I would not have gotten to see the sun glare off your beautiful eyes. My favorite of all the sights I've seen across the world is seeing myself in that heavenly golden gleam. After the accident, I thought about everything from out first embrace, our first kiss, our lazy Sunday afternoon. That was my paradise, my forever's home. I don't know what lies in store but i just know I will never give up on us. I have never felt that happy, that at peace. I'm having to do a lot of things now I wish I didn't have to do, but don't you ever doubt my commitment to you. Ask anyone that knows me. I am not ashamed. I tell anyone that asks. I said I'd never change, and I never will. Well except one thing, I no longer say the word beautiful. That's only for you.
I love you.
heal posts on 2/23/2015 6:29:46 PM
For four years I have loved you, since September 16. We stood in the rain together, you and me, and you held my hand more than once. You used to chase me because I liked it, and I'll never forget the time you chose to spend half an hour wandering the halls with me instead of leaving. You've filled my mind; you've haunted my dreams. I cannot stop loving you, although I have tried so hard. We cannot choose who loves us, and I'll be stuck on you forever. Sorry.
For you...... posts on 2/15/2015 9:46:15 AM
For most, Valentine's Day meant spending it with the one they love, whether married, engaged, or dating. For us, it was another year apart. For me, I've decided its time to say good bye. I thought there was chance, but the last weeks have proven otherwise. Important events came and went without a word, and I think without a thought of me. Had you given me anything in these last few weeks, perhaps things would be different but quite frankly what I can't deal with is the drama and the lies....oh the lies. Enjoy your life and whoever you have chosen to spend it with because yes I do know there is someone. I love you, I will probably always love you. What we shared was incredibly special to me, whether you choose to believe that or not. I will never have that with anyone else. But it is you who has chosen to live in the past instead of the present, instead trying for a different future. And for demanding total honestly, your quite the hypocrite to have someone else and then deny it.
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