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nobody Special posts on 4/9/2015 6:31:50 PM
Sometimes I cry, and just watch the ways the lights swirl and bend around the tear disturbing my sight. I don't want to be sad, but I don't know how to get over it. I want to be loved, but I only have acquaintances, even amongst my family members.
Justaperson posts on 3/6/2015 6:06:48 PM
This is a pathetic first world problem that is absolutely ridiculous.
For months I have been looking for a dog.
And it really is for a pathetic reason.
I have no friends.
Yep. No friends.
And then yesterday I found the perfect companion. Perfect. And I really thought it would work out. I thought my husband and I could afford it, I thought our landlord would let us have a dog on the property. And then-- then the landlord (also, my husband's mother) changes her mind about the ability to have dogs here. Our upstairs neighbors had a dog-- but now we can't.
I am lonely.
I am a loser.
I have no friends.
All I want to do is throw things and break free of just being stupid.
I feel like a loser.
I am pathetic.
I know it's just a dog, but I really thought I'd have a purpose and a friend.
Someone to work out with, someone to love (other than my husband), something to love me.
Sorry for a stupid first world dumb post.
Nobody wants to hear my problems, nobody cares. But I suppose that's why there are anonymous posts.
Have a good day.
Orange kbear posts on 2/25/2015 9:52:50 AM
I almost died in a freak accident this week, and after it was over, do you know my very first thought? I said to myself "I wouldn't have gotten to tell her 'I love you' for the last time." I would not have gotten to see the sun glare off your beautiful eyes. My favorite of all the sights I've seen across the world is seeing myself in that heavenly golden gleam. After the accident, I thought about everything from out first embrace, our first kiss, our lazy Sunday afternoon. That was my paradise, my forever's home. I don't know what lies in store but i just know I will never give up on us. I have never felt that happy, that at peace. I'm having to do a lot of things now I wish I didn't have to do, but don't you ever doubt my commitment to you. Ask anyone that knows me. I am not ashamed. I tell anyone that asks. I said I'd never change, and I never will. Well except one thing, I no longer say the word beautiful. That's only for you.
I love you.
heal posts on 2/23/2015 6:29:46 PM
For four years I have loved you, since September 16. We stood in the rain together, you and me, and you held my hand more than once. You used to chase me because I liked it, and I'll never forget the time you chose to spend half an hour wandering the halls with me instead of leaving. You've filled my mind; you've haunted my dreams. I cannot stop loving you, although I have tried so hard. We cannot choose who loves us, and I'll be stuck on you forever. Sorry.
For you...... posts on 2/15/2015 9:46:15 AM
For most, Valentine's Day meant spending it with the one they love, whether married, engaged, or dating. For us, it was another year apart. For me, I've decided its time to say good bye. I thought there was chance, but the last weeks have proven otherwise. Important events came and went without a word, and I think without a thought of me. Had you given me anything in these last few weeks, perhaps things would be different but quite frankly what I can't deal with is the drama and the lies....oh the lies. Enjoy your life and whoever you have chosen to spend it with because yes I do know there is someone. I love you, I will probably always love you. What we shared was incredibly special to me, whether you choose to believe that or not. I will never have that with anyone else. But it is you who has chosen to live in the past instead of the present, instead trying for a different future. And for demanding total honestly, your quite the hypocrite to have someone else and then deny it.
deargarçonjaune posts on 1/29/2015 9:57:56 PM
We used to walk down that road together. I remember the last time I traveled there -- you had told me the week before that you wouldn't be there anymore, but part of me didn't want to believe it. I waited for fifteen minutes standing by the chain-link fence watching other people approach from the bottom of the hill. None of them was you.
So I set off. The snow was seeping into my shoes but it didn't register. I sang songs we both liked while I walked. I looked back with every step ... maybe you were following me, to surprise me? Maybe you would still be there. I realized I wanted you to be. I saw that I loved you, but it was too late. And maybe one day you'll know it too, and tap on my shoulder and smile with your eyes and tell me we will make up for the lost tkne. I don't want to stop waiting, but the wishing hurts.
I miss you. Every day.
anon posts on 1/8/2015 1:57:51 AM
im not sure why i am at this website, i just need to share this with someone. i am currently 15 years old and in the summer of 2013 i got drunk and hooked up with a guy that i knew nothing at all about. with my luck i got pregnant and found out 5 weeks after the hookup. since i was only 13 i was very scared and i talked to one of my sisters and a couple of my friends about it and i decided that because of my home situation, and an eating disorder i was struggling with at the time, an abortion would be the best decision for me. i got it done and for a while i felt okay but then i keep wishing i had kept the baby. the baby would have been due in february of 2014 and its due date was february 12th. that week i got so depressed that i tried to commit scuicide. now it is nearly a year later and what would be my baby's first birthday is about a month away. whenever anyone has babies in my family or someone mentions babies and even in my childcare class, i tear up. i just needed to say something because nobody very close to me knows, i told my sister who is away at college and a few long distance trusted friends. the guilt keeps getting worse and worse and there is nothing i can do about it.
Tweety posts on 12/20/2014 4:04:09 PM
Almost 19 years...we both know that this will be forever, no matter the circumstances. Maybe we need to wait in order to protect our childs during their growth, but at the end, we'll ended together, as it should be since the beginning. We're placing our childs first and making a "hold" in our plans. We need to do it, but if we waited 19 years, we can wait some more and ended up our lives like the UP Movie couple. You're my Greatest Love and you know it!!!! My Heart is Yours!!!!
Oceans apart posts on 12/11/2014 4:20:24 PM
I am not sure what to say to you some days.I have tried again to text you but nothing seems to work and I am having trouble finding calling cards.Can't you e-mail anymore?It would make things much easier to get in touch.I would like to hear about this dream you had.
3000 miles away posts on 12/9/2014 7:31:13 PM
Last year on April Fool's the first thing my my then boyfriend told me was "Love you". It was just a coincidence that it was April Fool's, but I'd give anything to hear him tell me he loves me again - even if it was a joke.
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