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loran posts on 12/21/2015 8:21:33 PM
I'm a pansexual female but tend to be more masculine than feminine. And Bobby Newberry is everything I'd want to be if I were a guy. Every time I look at him it makes me reconsider choosing not to get a sex change.
rabbit posts on 12/13/2015 11:28:32 PM
I hate loving you. I hate knowing that you don't feel the same about me. I hate that every time I look or think about you I end up feeling sad. I hate that you make me feel so inadequate. I hate how I can't talk to anyone about it because it's un-masculine to. I hate that if you knew there was this side of me, we wouldn't even be friends. I hate these feelings so much that sometimes the only way I can continue is by knowing that some day I will get over you, and I'll be satisfied just being your friend. I hate that this day isn't here yet.
clarion posts on 12/13/2015 5:56:14 PM
I've been in love with my best friend for years now, but she thinks of me as a sibling, so I've tried to lock that feeling away. She got a boyfriend last week. He makes her happy, and I want to be glad for her, but every time she texts me about him I get this queasy feeling at the base of my throat. I don't want to be jealous. I don't want to be so selfish that I don't want her to be happy with someone else.
Weeaboo Slime posts on 12/2/2015 5:19:01 PM
I'm bisexual, though not sexually interested in men. My best friend knows this, and i'm worried that he might think that i'm into him. He's a heavy internet user, and so am I, and we hang around each other a lot.
Is there any way i could clear the potential misunderstanding? And/Or any other advice would be appreciated.
(P.S) If you are interested in any other information, please, don't hesitate to ask.
Anon posts on 11/29/2015 10:15:06 PM
I'm in a relationship with a girl for over a year. Shes had depression since the beginning and ive always had trouble dealing with her. Shes constantly bringing me down with her depression. Finally i found another girl. This is the first girl since my girlfriend to admit liking me and i just didn't know how to react. I told her i liked her too. I didn't. I liked not being with my girlfriend. In no way am i attracted to her. We held hands and made eye contact one time and thats it. As much as id love to grab her and kiss her i was still in no way attracted to her and i had to stay faithful to my girlfriend. I told my girlfriend about it to clear my conscious. I felt better about myself. But no matter how badly i try i can't help but wonder what would happen if i broke up with my girlfriend and went with this new girl. It seems like things arent getting better with my girlfriend. She still gets upset almost every night and brings me down with her. I was just hanging out with my friends as happy as i can be and when she called me i was frustrated with in minutes. When i was with the other girl, i could be myself around my friends. I could do what i wanted without feeling like i needed to be a role model. I never tell my girlfriend when i drink or smoke. She just gets dissapointed in me. I have to act different when I'm with her and my friends. With the other girl i could do as i please. I just don't know what to do. I think about breaking up with my girlfriend all the time. But she keeps me on track. My life just seems to be where its supposed to go ever since ive been with her. I would miss the all the great times i spend with her. I love her more than anything but theres so many things wrong. I wish i could tell her this.
Louise Poole posts on 11/27/2015 7:08:08 PM
I looked after you whilst you had a psychotic episode. I didn't ask anything of you. You're better now. I asked you to get me a sandwich and drink on your way home and you said no. I guess that's love?
anonymous posts on 11/24/2015 10:52:37 AM
Dear (name being kept confidential),
I love you. I have loved you since the first time you called me beautiful. And i kept loving you after you told me you don't date girls who are younger than you. I loved you while you fell in love with another. And then another. And another. I loved you when you swallowed 15 pills hoping to end your life. I love you now that you love me again, although i don't trust you. I love you, and i don't want to love you. You've hurt me over and over and over again. I want to hate you. I crave you. Why do i love you so much? Why you, and not someone else who hasn't given me a reason to hate them? Why you? I have loved you for 2 years, and i will keep loving you forever....
bongo posts on 11/21/2015 3:09:00 PM
I tested myself how long I can go without sex(I am a man) So far its been 10 years.
I now would like to break that streak and have sex again. I need to make sure I can get it up still. I am willing to accept women who only have black hair.
Is there anything you request of me?
G posts on 11/17/2015 3:28:50 PM
Yay, great, social anxiety. I'm so glad that SHE helped me through it, and now I've seen a councellor she tells me she has a boyfriend since BEFORE we went on a date, and now all I feel is so much less freaking confident and self hatful, like what am I even doing, why am I so bad at life, and I can't even tell her she's making me feel like this as I don't want to hurt her.
j posts on 11/7/2015 11:20:41 AM
Next time you ask me why I am stressed? why I have bags under my eyes? Why I don't go out? take a step back and think who you are asking. I am in no way shape or form at ease. I have a 2.1 GPA; Failing two classes this semester and currently over loaded with work and other commitments. As an introvert, the club scene here is ridiculously over rated. The girl I have serious feelings for, is either oblivious or just doesn't care. We talk everyday but she still hooks up with some tinder lax bro. Why do you think I get upset when you tell me you're going to a “Work out bros and yoga hoes” party with the lax team. Do you think I am oblivious? You say you're just friends but thats obviously not true. You say he's ugly and annoying yet you still sleep with him every week. he's a grad student that can't find a girl his age. This makes me sick. You still find it necessary to lead me on with snaps of you with barely any clothes on. I think its time to move on. It has been over three years that I have had feelings for you. Always out of reach. It is time to find a girl here that I can care for. I need someone to talk to with out the worry of whether or not I am annoying them. Someone to talk to about my worries and woes. Someone to love. You are my ecstasy, can always bring me up and a bad day. Despite the amazing feeling I get when I talk to you, I don't think I can take it anymore. So… Goodbye, I wish I could be with you but it's quite obvious that will never happen. I really wish I didn't fall so hard for you. So heres to what could've been. Goodbye, jen.
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