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G posts on 11/17/2015 3:28:50 PM
Yay, great, social anxiety. I'm so glad that SHE helped me through it, and now I've seen a councellor she tells me she has a boyfriend since BEFORE we went on a date, and now all I feel is so much less freaking confident and self hatful, like what am I even doing, why am I so bad at life, and I can't even tell her she's making me feel like this as I don't want to hurt her.
j posts on 11/7/2015 11:20:41 AM
Next time you ask me why I am stressed? why I have bags under my eyes? Why I don't go out? take a step back and think who you are asking. I am in no way shape or form at ease. I have a 2.1 GPA; Failing two classes this semester and currently over loaded with work and other commitments. As an introvert, the club scene here is ridiculously over rated. The girl I have serious feelings for, is either oblivious or just doesn't care. We talk everyday but she still hooks up with some tinder lax bro. Why do you think I get upset when you tell me you're going to a “Work out bros and yoga hoes” party with the lax team. Do you think I am oblivious? You say you're just friends but thats obviously not true. You say he's ugly and annoying yet you still sleep with him every week. he's a grad student that can't find a girl his age. This makes me sick. You still find it necessary to lead me on with snaps of you with barely any clothes on. I think its time to move on. It has been over three years that I have had feelings for you. Always out of reach. It is time to find a girl here that I can care for. I need someone to talk to with out the worry of whether or not I am annoying them. Someone to talk to about my worries and woes. Someone to love. You are my ecstasy, can always bring me up and a bad day. Despite the amazing feeling I get when I talk to you, I don't think I can take it anymore. So… Goodbye, I wish I could be with you but it's quite obvious that will never happen. I really wish I didn't fall so hard for you. So heres to what could've been. Goodbye, jen.
(if anyone just wants to chat, my Kik is: jbliberty)
Peter Plann The Fireman posts on 8/24/2015 2:22:54 PM
Stop playing the blame game. Jobs do not find you. You need to find a job. The best job in the world will fail to employ you without your own total willingness to be in work. There will never be a best time to get a job. The time is now. Don't hope to be discovered. Sell yourself. Ignore your feelings totally. The responsibility rests with you, not the welfare office, or potential employers, or your parents, or anything else, to get you into full-time paid work. If you think you can't, you don't really want to. You have a free will, and your actions and the results you get will always be a clear reflection of your free will decisions. Do not send out an unattractive resume, because that will merely be a reflection of your mixed feelings about committing to work. Understand that your feelings of inferiority about your worth as an employee ultimately stem from an unwillingness to commit totally to working - not the other way around. Getting a job is like completing a jigsaw where there is only you in the room with that jigsaw. It needs to come from you. Tell your employers what they need to hear about you to employ you, and stop giving yourself the escape route from work that comes from presenting yourself as an unsuitable candidate. A job application is a commitment to sustained effort and obedience to a potential employer. Let your application be your first day on the job, not an opt-out clause for your employers. Burn your bridges. Excuses are refusals to do the necessaries. Forget improving your education, or learning to drive, or getting married, or getting drunk, as your first step. Commit now to getting into work. Write a CV that shines, and makes people desire to employ you. It's not about hiding gaps in your employment history, it's about your level of intent to work in the first place.
Just accept that you have a free will. You are not bound by your circumstances. Your circumstances are an alibi for your level of willingness.
t posts on 8/24/2015 8:21:23 AM
RE: Cheating oil man. You're merely finding new places to drill, heh heh.
Greig buchannan posts on 8/24/2015 8:18:23 AM
i have cheated on my wife so many times , I just can't help myself. I work away in the oil industry and everyone cheats. Am I wrong.
EJ posts on 7/9/2014 8:15:03 PM
I have borderline personality disorder that's being left untreated because I can't afford professional help. I feel low and empty, I can't focus on anything. I keep having delusions of abandonment and I feel like this sadness has gotten into my bones. Like on a hot summers night and you can sleep, you'd do anything to cool down but all you can feel is the sweat clinging to your skin and itching, it's not going away. It won't leave you alone. That's what it's like, this sadness is eating away at me and I can't make peace with it. I think my BPD may actually kill me.
Anonymous posts on 7/1/2014 7:37:21 PM
When I was young, I carried a Japanese style manriki-gusari around; about 30 inches long with a 3 inch connecting bolt on either end. Very very quick, and would leave a similar sized depression in someone’s skull. Hard to control, especially at speed, but if you should lose it and your enemy pick it up, you could laugh as he beat himself up with it. Could be made for about three dollars, so discarding one at need would not be a heartbreaker. Silent except for the *thump.* Impossible to see in the dark, and your attacker is hit at a range he believes is safe. I disguised mine as a key fob, with my key chain at one end, a police captain of my acquaintance told me it was perfectly legal until the moment I hit someone with it.
Peetar Kumar posts on 7/1/2014 4:21:58 PM
Everyone is talking about having sex in an underdeveloped twelve year old's RECTUM.
Why twould you need a condom on an underdeveloped 12yo girl?
She probably has no period and no hair on her preteen pussy. So you can't get her pregnant.
She does not have a drivers license so its harder for her to drive around and catch STDs.
You can put it in her puss, or jam it up her poo, its a 12yo butthole, its completely up to you!
Keith posts on 7/1/2014 1:15:35 AM
I sometimes wonder why I didn't kiss you when we climbed that tree in high school. I will forever regret not being brave enough to show you how I felt. I am glad you are happy.
Tinman posts on 6/17/2014 12:47:29 AM
What new torture is this? A post surgical wound that is itching in places I can't scratch while also throbbing with pain. No sleep tonight...
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